A new chapter has just started in the book of my life.
I recently started working for a new company, which at this time shall remain nameless. This is the last day of my second week and i felt the urge to write down a few thoughts i have about the experience thus far.
So far i am very satisfied with my decision to seek and gain employment with this company. The people here are all amazing and very nice. Even my trainer who in the beginning
I try to do the right thing, I really do…
So why when i try to be a good person do i constantly feel this pain. Let down after let down is becoming a bit bothersome to me. If only someone could see the knives that have been plunged deep in my back time after time. I have a wounded heart and soul, that should not be taken for granted and tossed aside.
So….
I have completely lost my dedication towards furthering this website. . .
I have no goal for it
No cool ideas that i can easily incorporate into it.
Guess i will just use it for my slight blogging whenever i feel the urge to log in.
Also, Forum is back online if anyone feels the urge.
Well,
To do a small entry here goes…
Just a heads up there are going to be some drastic changes made.
I think the forum is going to be disbaled for now at least. I am going to switch things up a bit by uploading some files and just sharing some things that i greatly enjoy.
I can go into too much detail this very minute. But soon changes are going to start happening.
Peace out hoochies.
Hows it going e-World?
What a strange world it is. So many ups and downs that sometimes I cant figure out if im floating or drowning myself ha.
So ya i just turned 22 on Monday woohoo for me. Things have strayed so far off course it is almost unreal. Court is finally over, it was a servere let down in the end, but eh nothing i can do about it now. Things at work seem to be slowly deteriorating, which is just pretty much making work more and more unpleasent. If it wasnt for the little extra money i get here i would be begging to be released to go back to the home location. On the plus side when i do get released from this location i plan to take some vacation time shortly after. Unpaid of course but screw it i need to get some time away and try to clear my head.
Oh what to do, what to do?
Oh ya, For how dead this site is whoever may actually read this can prolly tell G-Stash is basically dead. I have almost completely lost all motivation on the site. For the most part i think it is do to work and my complete lack of direction. I still have yet to come up with anything positive to do with the site. Aside from turning it into a personal ramble blog, which honestly i would find kind of boring. But whatever.
So yo check it out, I need suggestions on vacation spots within the US. I dont need 5 star and it cant be hella expensive. I got a little money to throw down for a good spot but im not gonna blow all i got on it. You digg? So ya hit up the email below and tell me what you think would be a good fun way to relax and just forget everything for like a week.
Also, be a pal and check out the friendly sites tab up top. Some good websites from some awesome people.
If anyone has any vacation/site suggestions they can hit up; admin@g-stash.us
So i started a new work project with my current contracted security gig through LexisNexis.
I have been transfered up to Springfield for the time being. This is only my second day up here but I have to admit I am kind of enjoying myself here. The people i have met are pretty cool and easy to get along with. The almost hour drive kind of blows, but at 4 in the morning the highways are dead and that makes the drive less of a headache.
Surprisingly enough i have made the transition to the 12 hour shifts fairly easily. Waking up at 2am and on the road by 3. I make it home sometime around 5 which leaves me a few hours in the evening to do some things or relax and grab a bite to eat before I have to head off to bed for the next day. One of the best parts about the change is I work a few days then have a few days off. Breaking up the work week really helps time pass and it doesnt feel like your just dragging along through the work week.
I am however kind of sad that i dont have enough time to put more work into the site or my other ambitions aside from working to collect my paycheck.
Well that pretty much sums up what is on my mind right now.
Have a great day.
Ok, so i changed things up a tiny little bit.
The menu links have been moved up to the top of the screen to make some extra room for the new SHOUT BOX!!! lol
But ya, I had to move things around because i didnt want the right side of the screen all cluttered up. Because for some reason the shoutbox has to be on the side and i can make it sit in the center of the screen under whats now the menu links section. If that makes any sense.
I need my followers help….
I have kept the site on the downlow since i had no idea what i was going to do with it. But now that i have some extra features up and running, I would appreciate it if you all would spread the word. I know its basically just my boring blogs and such. But there is a general forum and a shout box that i would like to get put to use.
Lets make my little side of the e-world grow 
Thanks for the suppport.
Hey guess what all. I have made more additions to the site today then i have since i started this thing.
User article submissions have been terminated. But wait, there is good news!
I just added a forum. I am not gonna go through and create all the categories right this minute but it should be done by tomorrow. Please feel free to get in there and post some threads. and have fun.
I am really excited about the recent changes and i hope that the few followers i have will come back often and check out the threads and make posts. Afterall i am doing this for the people, and for myself cause its new and fun to learn.
Post up if you wanna suggest anything. I am still working on figuring out a shout box to throw up on the main page for live chatting. But that will take a little bt of time still.
I hope you all enjoy the site!
So i have officially decided that the majority of my time here in the world has been wasted. I am going to be turning 22 in September, only a month away. I realize that isnt technically old, but i feel that i really need to step my game up and soon. The biggest problem is, i have yet to do anything note worthy with myself. I am seriously considering some major changes. I really need to get some focus in my life so that i can become a better person. Schooling is a must now, I have to pick a school and a field. I really need to work on building a healthier lifestyle as well, eating right and getting some type of work out schedual going on.
The importance of school is becoming more and more important in the world today. Especially with the enconomy being what it is. Companies are going to be more willing to bring someone on with proven knowledge with schooling, and even further still most companies expect real world knowledge. That sucks for someone like me who has taught themselves everything they know, with the help of friends of course. My biggest concern is the companies who expect experience, how are the applicants going to get experience if everyone is already expecting experience. That is just not possible for those new recruits fresh out of college.
So not only do people struggle to make it through college with everything they can possibly learn from thier time there. Now they are out in the world with nothing but a degree and some certifications to back up what they know.
The reason im bringing all of this up is because i know that i am going to wind up in that position sooner or later and it is going to suck. All i can hope for is an economy turn around in the near future to be able to open up some possibilities for those out of work now and those of us that will be in college soon and trying our damndest to stay caught up in school work and still trying to hold down whatever type of job we can find for ourselves to just make it through.
Who knew I could blog, ha. This will conclude my rant/blog for now.
Thank You
Well I wanna throw a big thanks to Mike again. He got the new template working on the site. And wow it looks so much nicer now. I have been spending almost no time online while i am at home and that is serverely hendering my focus on the site. But im still around and im still gonna find new things to mess with on the site. I hope. If not it will prolly wind up being a blogg site for me and my slim amount of members haha.
Thanks for checking in… If you are checking in lol.
Bye for now