The stash of uselessness…

The Darkness

Just another shadow in the darkness I shall become. Quickly fading from your thoughts.
A shadow hidden inside darkness may never actually be found. It blends with all that is around.
Should I ever attempt to peer from which to the darkness I adhere. I may hope that you appear.
Far, far away about to disappear.

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My attempt to add a little bit of life to this site of mine.
What do you think?

Looking for some help to find my direction. If I had an interesting life i could let it just be a blog site but i fail to ever have much to say. Maybe i will just use the site to soundboard news i read that i feel should be spread around.
Any opinions from the e-world?

A new chapter has just started in the book of my life.

I recently started working for a new company, which at this time shall remain nameless. This is the last day of my second week and i felt the urge to write down a few thoughts i have about the experience thus far.

So far i am very satisfied with my decision to seek and gain employment with this company. The people here are all amazing and very nice. Even my trainer who in the beginning

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I try to do the right thing, I really do…

So why when i try to be a good person do i constantly feel this pain. Let down after let down is becoming a bit bothersome to me. If only someone could see the knives that have been plunged deep in my back time after time. I have a wounded heart and soul, that should not be taken for granted and tossed aside.

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So….

I have completely lost my dedication towards furthering this website. . .

I have no goal for it
No cool ideas that i can easily incorporate into it.

Guess i will just use it for my slight blogging whenever i feel the urge to log in.
Also, Forum is back online if anyone feels the urge.

Well,

To do a small entry here goes…

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Just a heads up there are going to be some drastic changes made.

I think the forum is going to be disbaled for now at least. I am going to switch things up a bit by uploading some files and just sharing some things that i greatly enjoy.

I can go into too much detail this very minute. But soon changes are going to start happening.

Peace out hoochies.

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Hows it going e-World?

What a strange world it is. So many ups and downs that sometimes I cant figure out if im floating or drowning myself ha.

So ya i just turned 22 on Monday woohoo for me. Things have strayed so far off course it is almost unreal. Court is finally over, it was a servere let down in the end, but eh nothing i can do about it now. Things at work seem to be slowly deteriorating, which is just pretty much making work more and more unpleasent. If it wasnt for the little extra money i get here i would be begging to be released to go back to the home location. On the plus side when i do get released from this location i plan to take some vacation time shortly after. Unpaid of course but screw it i need to get some time away and try to clear my head.

Oh what to do, what to do?

Oh ya, For how dead this site is whoever may actually read this can prolly tell G-Stash is basically dead. I have almost completely lost all motivation on the site. For the most part i think it is do to work and my complete lack of direction. I still have yet to come up with anything positive to do with the site. Aside from turning it into a personal ramble blog, which honestly i would find kind of boring. But whatever.

So yo check it out, I need suggestions on vacation spots within the US. I dont need 5 star and it cant be hella expensive. I got a little money to throw down for a good spot but im not gonna blow all i got on it. You digg? So ya hit up the email below and tell me what you think would be a good fun way to relax and just forget everything for like a week.

Also, be a pal and check out the friendly sites tab up top. Some good websites from some awesome people.

If anyone has any vacation/site suggestions they can hit up; admin@g-stash.us

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So i started a new work project with my current contracted security gig through LexisNexis.

I have been transfered up to Springfield for the time being. This is only my second day up here but I have to admit I am kind of enjoying myself here. The people i have met are pretty cool and easy to get along with. The almost hour drive kind of blows, but at 4 in the morning the highways are dead and that makes the drive less of a headache.

Surprisingly enough i have made the transition to the 12 hour shifts fairly easily. Waking up at 2am and on the road by 3. I make it home sometime around 5 which leaves me a few hours in the evening to do some things or relax and grab a bite to eat before I have to head off to bed for the next day. One of the best parts about the change is I work a few days then have a few days off. Breaking up the work week really helps time pass and it doesnt feel like your just dragging along through the work week.

I am however kind of sad that i dont have enough time to put more work into the site or my other ambitions aside from working to collect my paycheck.

Well that pretty much sums up what is on my mind right now.

Have a great day.

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Ok, so i changed things up a tiny little bit.

The menu links have been moved up to the top of the screen to make some extra room for the new SHOUT BOX!!! lol

But ya, I had to move things around because i didnt want the right side of the screen all cluttered up. Because for some reason the shoutbox has to be on the side and i can make it sit in the center of the screen under whats now the menu links section. If that makes any sense.

I need my followers help….
I have kept the site on the downlow since i had no idea what i was going to do with it. But now that i have some extra features up and running, I would appreciate it if you all would spread the word. I know its basically just my boring blogs and such. But there is a general forum and a shout box that i would like to get put to use.

Lets make my little side of the e-world grow

Thanks for the suppport.

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